Stay Poem by Nom Nom Nom

I stand here looking out my window
i cry out how I want to leave
God appears and looks at me
he starts crying as he pulls up my sleeve
I tell him I hate it here
He just shakes his head
I fall on the cement as every single tear
escapes
I asked 'why cant I be dead? '
God sits down beside me
He asks 'Dont you believe? '
I look at him and nod my head yes
he nods to
He looks at me and says 'You know I love you'
I look down
If you love me then make me free
I ask as he makes a frown
he stands up and looks at me
if you want to be free I cant say no
but why?
God I can't stand the yelling and the crying
He helps me up and cleans the scars on my wrist
we walk out of the shadows
He says 'im not going to start killing'
Placing his lips on my forehead and kissed
one last time and walked away
I didnt see him again that day

~ Nom ~