Stuck Poem by Courtney Caine

stuck in something i don't want,
the pain of slowly dying makes the tears fall faster
the words will never come out no matter how hard i try
am stuck with you while you slowly kill me with your lies
but this is my fault, i never could say no
i never could stop but now i want free
but to scared to be alone
how can i ask for you to make things better
when am not sure if there is anything to save
the words of love are getting harder to say each day
this is my pain and it will never go away
i don't have the Nerve to tell you how i feel
i can never say what i really want to say
can i tell you am lost and know ill be safe when i tell you the truth
why can't i breathe why do i lose my voice when it comes to you
i look and i see but i can never over come you
i need you here but i know that can never happen
i have learn to hate you
but i have learn to love you
am so scared of being alone that i can't tell you the truth
what is wrong with me why can't i let you go
tell you whats wrong with me and hope it makes everything better
am alone in this you have no clue how i feel what this is doing to us
but you will never know cause i will never tell
maybe one day i will let my voice be heard
but today isn't the day
today i will just wait and see what happens
today i will see if i can go on