Suffer Poem by Gothic Fairy Princess

I am suffering,
With the things that I have in life,
Suffer....,
Is something I can't deal with today.

I have so much pain,
I can't handle the pressure,
And its starting to control my life,
I guess I have to live with it forever.

Suffer.....,
Isn't what I'm looking for,
But I guess it has found me,
Now I'm looking for something to ease the pain.

This isn't what I should be,
But I'm starting to feel like its true,
This pain isn't something I can deal with,
Its causing me emotional distractions,
And its affecting everyone I know and Love.

Suffer.....,
Is pain with sorrow,
I can't help my tears from falling,
But I can't help but let it run.

My tears are falling helplessly,
I can't control what they do,
Even if they are in my control,
But they just come crawling out.

Theres too much suffer in my world,
That I can't handle everything,
I don't know what to do anymore,
I just feel like being left alone....

Suffer...
Isn't the meaning of MY life,
Neither is pain or suicide,
But its taking over my life,
And its starting to show.

I just wish my suffering would disappear,
I know I can make it end,
But the more I try,
The more it comes back.