Suffering Poem by misty wright

This is another one about my little brother.


This pain consumes me
I can't go on anymore
Without you
Why can't i just see you
Be with you
Am i that horrible inside that
You can't be around me
I just don't understand
Why does it have to be this way
They act like i'm gonna hurt you
But how could i ever do that
I already feel like i have
And it eats me alive
I've been dying inside
Little by little
Nowhere to go
But going outta my mind
I've been running from
Myself and reality
So give me a reason to stop now and
Tell me it's not all in my head
I said i love you and i swear i still do
Nothing can ever change that
But i'm falling faster now
Barely breathing
I'm through fighting this
I give up