Suicidal. Poem by Lorinda Harris

Tears storm down her face.
as her heart race.
emotions bottled up to tight.
she wants to leave this world tonight.
feelings ranging from sad to mad.
back and forth.
never thought she could feel so bad.
No one to talk too.
no one's there.
all alone.
her thoughts deepens.
she; s by her self.
no one to turn too.
the worlds heavy on her shoulder's.
feels like she; s carrying a 3 ton boulder.
she really cant Take it any more.
she wants to be gone.
Now. not later but Now.
that's all she wants.
whats the purpose of being here?
She's has no one to keep near.!
what if she did get her wish.
what if she died.
everything is gone.
Pain, Stress,
just gone.
no more.!
she knows things shouldn't get this bad for her.
But, nobody's in her shoes.
Dear god, she prays.
please let her see the light.
some home make her see everything is going to be alright.
on, the other hand she feels no love,
and wonders if she can receive it from above.
she wants out, of this thing called life.
Depression is her only real friend.
And death is her next companion.