Suicide Poem by Telly Jeffers

Last night I almost cried.
Having thoughts of suicide.
Wondering what would happen if I died.
And I tried 2 set my feelings aside.
But I couldnt no matter how hard I tried.
4 everytime I tried 4 I was always denied.
Then thats when I seen God by my side.
He told me 2 use him 2 B my guide.
He said if I did that I will B satisfied.
And everything that I wanted he will provide.
And it had 2 B true dont remember when he lied.
And right at that moment I was full of pride.