T.W Poem by Christopher Zombie

Broken Courage
Shallow Lust
Lost purpose to believe
Determined to trust
Bleeding out lies
Watching as the truth dies
A secret to bold to speak
afraid of what others may think
the happiness is a mask to trick
the scars on me are becoming thick
Some know
Some don't
Some may find out
Some won't
My power to stop it wasn't there
You took something and didn't care
It's been gone for 10 years
after that you became apart of my fears
My childhood gone
My body tainted
Feeling like an object
A disgrace
Not apart of this earth..
Just used
and useless.
.......
It hurts to think of that night
When hurt to over your sight
I trusted you
You were like a friend
But what you did was the end
I never spoke about this until now
Only because, I didn't know how
I'd hurt myself for what you did
how could you take innocence from a kid? ?
You know what you did wasn't right
Me feeling the forced fright
I said stop
You just laughed
........
Now I'm effed up
I hate being touched
I can't trust no one
with my body
I can't get hurt anymore
So I block my feelings out
BECAUSE OF YOU
The kid you effed mentally
& screwed physically.