Tales Of Memories - Chihiro Poem by John Paul Ang

(Based from the anime/novel/manga Ef - Tales of Memories, this is Chihiro.)

Repeating empty days passed me by,
Since four years when my time stopped.
Always staring at a hazy distant sky,
Moments remembered that are not enough.

Chains of 12 years constantly binds me
To who i was and to my fixed past
I can only grasp 13 hours of memory
As they fade and never will last.

Memories i don't want to forget,
Written in words for me to recollect.
This is as best as it can get,
An existence that i long to reject.

Someone who didn't knew loneliness,
Should never connect with anyone.
The pain of being alone is boundless,
Not knowing anyone is better than

losing someone.

Like a castle of sand built on a

morning,
Looking perfect and beautiful.
Blown away by the wind in the evening,
Knowing that is absolutely painful.

I don't want to be erased from anyone's

heart,
The fear of being forgotten grips me.
Thoughts in paper, torn apart.
All memories of happiness will soon

leave me.

A sad existence to realize,
A life that i won't remember.
Stucked in my own time as everyone

else's flies,
I only hope my true wish never waver.

Fading memories erased from my mind,
But my heart remember the feelings.
Not any trace of the moment to find,
All that i can do is to keep believing.