Tears Of Spirit Poem by Rida SedN

Once upon a silent midnight
The muddy dreams had slipped me into a nightmare
Nightmare of the creepy reality
The heavy pulse of my heart slows down
Eyes shined frighteningly
The palsy embracing my veins
See the spirit weeps over the cage of my lungs
To leave it and let all the pains behind
Light me a matchstick
It is so dark and cold in here
We may are all different
But we are experiencing the same pain
How it feels when all the aches stand beside you
While no one stands
To hold your hand through this jungle of dreary
To cross you deeply in it's dark of doubts
Between the summits of misery
Into the light by hugging rays of the hope-rise
But what if thy soul fleeing above the sky
And let your body drowns into the depths of disappointments
Thy thoughts sink your bones in the coldest clay of failures
What if thy body forsakes your spirit
In the evening when the sun hides
When the frost shows it's thorns
Swamps of grief drag thy cells into its bottoms
Thrones of sorrow will jail your spirit in mid of the life trail
The hell of your fears will crawl to burn you
Do not give thy hand even to your self
Even the wills may let you down at the end
All they can add is their own spices
The fire of courage will subside among every top you reach
Bullets of grudge would hit thee with the bitterness of falling
The wistful winds will mightily fling thy leaves
The storms of doom will roughly try to strip your roots
The only exit of this dark cave of gloom
Spiritual awakening
When all the within senses quit
Silence invades your head expelling the clouds of hype
The doubts and the complains melt with all fears
Reassurance and satisfaction will embrace you with the faith of the present
Then no one will push thee down nor world or creatures
Into their hollows of frustration
This city of madness and lonely souls in the gatherings
Canst thou see in this murky rain their tears under the umbrella
Do me a favor gather my organs and burn them to ashes
May ye sniff some relief
Mortals are just like Satan
He saw paradise but didn't kneel to us
He sang the lullaby of unseen knowledge in Eden before his descent
To let us sleep into the unmeaning dreams
By waking up our evil lusts
And then he towed us with him into the earth
The last goal in the last minutes
Is this all it takes to feed the starving vanity
To not never concede thy desires towards the lord
That's what some of the humans do
They see your good side but if you ask for a hand
They will not just get away with some apologies
They will envy thee for what you have and let their kingdoms behind
To devastate you and pull thee down into the underworld
But what most of the mortals do is!
Lucifer didn't want to apply the prostrate order to us
Lord had cut his wings and became the fallen angel
And mortals aren't even kneeling to God! ! ! ! Ahem!
I really wonder what's beyond Gehenna