Abyss Of The End Poem by Rida SedN

Yeah I'm smiling
Even if within I'm dying
And every night overmy entity rising
My eyes never stop crying
At two Am complaining
But when the moon starts fading
and my brain takes the leading
emotions in my heart stop beating
and I keep trying
minutes of the day are killing
My wishing
but I never lose my believing

Leave my warriors thought alone
To all my thoughts erase the roads as an unknown
And everyone, maybe something worries; step up
And it hurts doubly that no one will help.

I like silence. I am in a dream, no sleeping
I closed the doors - I won't let anyone in, no passing
Give me a minute - no more!
Leave alone, you are my soul! Oh lord no sore

Silence is my oath in the back, Silence is my enemy in the gate
Thoughts are erased, it makes no sense to wait.
Maybe everything is serious, maybe not so! never bow
I am alone in silence, My thoughts are in darkness now

Shiver. As if in a cage well maybe jail cell
Lies, but want me believe it - Nah i will tell!
Rain softly and slowly whispers to me: hiss by hiss
Sleep sweetly and tightly between rails of the dark, isn't a bliss?

Let the wind blow me away
In the distance, where no one will notice. yey
Where the sun does not shine -
Silence heals my soul. nah pure veins no wine

Make the sky darker
And - I will become stronger.
It will be easier to be alone but no longer
I will clench my fists harder.