That Is A Lie Poem by AnaLisa Bustamante

I stare at the world
covered in fear
bad nightmares
living in tears

My life lost
in a world of hate
maybe they could’ve helped
But they arrived too late

They saw the scars
Carved upon my skin
They knew I’d lose
And i knew they'd win

They saw the knife
That pierced my heart
And they knew one day
We’d fall apart

And i stared at emptiness
From my life
Like that dagger
That made you man and wife

And I hid in the face
Of worlds hell
I love you both
But you lied to me still

So I grabbed that razor
And put it to my wrist
It made my life worse
Than a pleasant day bliss

I knew I‘d try to
Hurt myself again
And I knew I’d die to win
The heart of my best friend

The pleasure invisible
Invincible is pain
I love heart aches so much
I drove you insane

I know I shouldn’t do it
But I still cry
I will never do this again
But that is a lie