The Broken Ballad Poem by Rey Benipayo

Once I had sex
A woman still a virgin
Angeline her name was
I am Rex by the way

She’s beautiful much to me
Bronze is her skin
Fresh as flowers her odor
Body is like a coca-cola

In a summer heat afternoon
In my house, I am alone
Busy always my parent
I told her to come

The moment she was surprise
The first kiss that touch her lips
A hard kiss she experience
Nervous is she

She push me, tell me to stop
I lose my self control
I kiss her so hard
I never expect she will

Her lips followed my instruction
She embrace me so hard
Our body heat collide
We began to undress

I hold her hands
She closed her eyes
I dance her wild
A dance of baptism

First timer she is
I’ve seen it bleeds
Thrilling is it
I dance till the climax

When I fall down to bed
How satisfy am I
The world turned insane
No longer is she a virgin

After that special day
It happens always
Till she lost her menstruation
Pregnant is she

The father of her womb is I
Marriage I vowed her
But it was broken, I changed my mind
She cried till death

On her grave day, I did not come
Last night, I cried a thousand
The fault is mine, I killed her
Marriage is not the right time so

I can’t raise my family alone
I’m parasite to my parent
School is my present job
That’s why I broke my vow

I am sitting by the window
Remembering her every moment
So I cry much again
I love her so much

Evening is it by now
I can’t take it anymore
The world seems turned down
So, a letter I wrote

Today, I decided to farewell
As I close my eyes, I slash my wrist
The blood flow, the pain I feel
“Tomorrow, goodbye! ”, I said in mind.