The Feeling Inside Of Me Poem by Mark Anthony Mendoza

I don’t know if someone could ever love me
For what may past has given me
I’ve been in too much fire that burns the half of me
Would I find someone to trust and love me

I tried to give up on love just to hide the sorrow I feel
I couldn’t find any reason why I should be going
The darkness is just what I chose to see
Just to cover the past that I have been to.

I tought I was doing fine while wearing this mask
They have seen me smiling everyday without noticing
The pain, the hurt, the problems I had at the back of the mask
That moment I thought I forgot all the problem I had.

Then you came along, a magic within cast a spell to me
I was stun for a moment and then saw the past I’ve been to
Suddenly I stood up and walk on both of my feet
Then again the journey has start to course once more

I said to myself no more ship to go down, no more plane to crash
I’ll take the road step by step with precaution
I’m not going to loose this feeling again in my life
‘Coz the feeling has brought me back the confidence I should have

Now Im much stronger now… the past isn’t my enemy now
Instead they are my lessons that made me what I am today
Not gonna wear that mask again, I’ll show the world my love
For this is the time I’ll say “this is when a man loves a woman”

This is all because of the love I feel for you…
This is all because I want you to be proud of me…
This is all because the magic we both have the first time we met
This is all because you showed me the light again

And for all these… I promised God I’ll cherish and take care the gift he has given…
A gift that is YOU! ! !
And maybe this time love will lead us to the place called “Forever”
And maybe this time love will show us the real meaning of “Destiny”
And maybe this time love will give us the happiness we both been looking for…

And this time I wont waste any more time… that’s why I’ll show you my love.