The Horrible Feeling Poem by John Nanashi Trowa Barton

I don't know where or
how it came to be
but you put here,
here inside of me.

This awful pit in my stomach
that seems to grow every day
Nothing stops it, nothing makes it go away
like a personal heart attack

You two brought it out, made the cyst
Both begging for a simple kiss
and leaving me all alone
broken hearted, on my own

my life's light grows dimmer everyday
I wanna quit wanna go away
I'm tired and broken down
didn't help, twice thrown around

Run aground I've no idea what to do
In class, at work, missing both of you
My heart still torn in two
I may no longer be here to cry boo-hoo