The Loss Of Beauty. Poem by Brittney Karasek

overwhelming sadness for loss of memories forgotten.
beauty hidden.
lost forever to the depths of blackness.
blackness encroaches my mind.
locked away from my own thoughts.
try to remember
the feeling is gone.
inspired in pain to pass the time.
time away from myself
is time I try.
try to keep yourself.
keep yourself away from
the world, in it's entirety to blame.
another reason looking for someone.
alone in a world left.
not the same.
nothing to show, sadness is gone.
fires alight, green tonight.
the idea the same, but the difference exists.
i am not the same, my soul has met.