The Meaning Poem by Stephan van Pinksteren

There is a big void in my heart,
Empty and nothing to find.
Once it was full with love.
Filled with someone so kind.

She freed me from my loneliness,
She took all the misery away.
But after a while,
She didn't want to stay,

Slowly leaking out,
All the love she gave me.
Spilled on a tortured soul.
The soul she didn't want to see.

Scared to death I turned to despair,
I didn't want to live with that feeling.
Only the darkness understands me,
If she only could tell me the meaning.

The meaning for leaving.