Every time I look at you
My heart just fills with pain.
For a love I fear we'll never know
And a life I fear I'll hate.
When I used to think of you
It would always make me smile.
Every moment I spent with you
Made my life worthwhile.
But now all that I ever see
Are the guys you'd rather know,
The things that you would rather do,
And the places you'd rather go.
All of these have a common trait
That is so painful to see
But in this life that you create
It's clear there's no place for me.
I will always be your friend
Because that was my promise,
But I'll ever live in pain
For our life that I will miss.
When this life is over
I will follow you through time,
But I hope there is no heaven
That will force you to be mine.
I'd rather live in silent pain
So that you're free to choose,
But how could I ever love somebody else
After all that we've been through?
The world has become so dark and gray
As I feel you slip away,
But I stand beside you, come what may
It's so beautiful that you choose my fate
My heart is forever yours this way
I promise to love you, forever and a day.
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Deep feeling nicely brought forth with clarity of thought and mind. Very heartfelt with strong emotions. Thanks for sharing.