The Outcome Poem by Brian Streb

I wait for the right moment
Then just let it all out
I cry sometimes for days
And just want to shout

The pain inside cuts like a knife
Spilling the blood on the floor
But no matter how hard I try
I always do it more

I wish that I could just let go
And forget about you forever
But everytime I close my eyes
I see you and I together

But the more I try
The more I see
That you and I
Aren't meant to be

So I hide behind
The cuts and pain
So I don't get sad
When I hear your name

As I continue to search
For myself and my way
I'm starting to grow better
Each and everyday