The Urge Poem by Karina Castle

I gave up my razor blades
I didn't even have the urge
Until you said “It's over”
Then I wanted to purge

You said we were over
And so was you're life
I couldn't deal with it
I had to find a knife

I handled myself well
But the urge was to strong
I had nothing to cut with
But I couldn't hold on very long

My friend gave me a razor blade
But by then I was fine
I had said I was sorry
And once again you were mine

I had wanted to die
All because i thought you may die
I believed you'd do it
But it was a lie

Now were together
And I'm not in strife
Never again because of a guy
Will I want to take my life