There Was Never Hope Poem by basil nesheiwat

Waiting thinking why why why.
Listening to all the people tell me about you
Thinking about the time when thinking was nice
Now why why why is all I think about.
Just tell me. Tell me the truth.

Talking to the people who tell me about you
People explaining why your are so great
People explaining why your hiding something
Talking to people and just confusing myself.

Assessing what is happening in my head
Thanking god for the help he has given me
And just letting go… just letting go…

I have learned not to think anymore.
The guessing game is not for me.

Just tell me the truth, to get a true response.