I am a complete stranger to myself
how can I blame my actions
upon anything else?
I'm a mystery, a concept I have over thought
an irresponsible mess...
A chaotic onslaught of questionable actions
my seams undone...
itching..... foaming.....
My eyes fixed on the down trodden realization,
I came for fun, I live hard....
My youth wasted on the young,
learning from nothing.....
Cycle: lather, rinse, repeat....
My brain full of fuzz....moldy.
Lost, they got me beat.....
Buried underneath, a light layer
of all the things I've been cost.
Encroaching, steadily, on my heels
is the scariest of far away thoughts....
What if I never get back, the time,
I think, I thought, I lost?
I am light amplification by simulated
emissions of radiation.
Soaking in the sweetest of sugar saturation
dripping in sunshine, drink up and observe...
Life flows on around me while I have the nerve
to seek truth and beauty in the absurd.
I am the result of all the things,
I think, I thought, I've learned.
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