Thoughts In My Mind.... Poem by Dislocated Heart

thoughts going through my mind..
first thought was, i'll lie through my day again,
just for you.

put a bright smile on my face.
try to make you laugh in some way.
maybe this will last one more day.
i will pray that you wont go away.

my heart is drown in such pain.
memories cause me soo much shame.
remembering is just my misery...
forgetting would lift these pressure off me.

some way,
some how,
maybe one day,
you will see,
that my love will always be..