Throb In My Head Poem by persian khushi

Comes from lying awake at night
This throb in my head
Muddled thoughts of you
No more tears
No more regrets
That never should have been
We were never meant to be
Yet I couldn't let you go
Your tears
Your pain
I am the core of it
So much laughter
So much spoken
So many plans we made
I regret having done so
It was not intentional
I honestly and sincerely
Did love you
Just not the way you deserved
You said to speak from my heart
And to follow my heart
which i did
Now I've lost a friend