Time Goes On Poem by angie lampkin

the truth is that I cant seem to forget you
the thing is that you are always in my mind
memories of you are harder to bare and they make me so blue
I cant believe how everything was in front of me but yet I was blind

it wasn't hard for you to say those words
and it wasn't hard for me to stop crying
but yet its so hard for me to just move onwards
and no one knows how hard I'm trying

I thought for a second it was safe for me to open my heart
maybe let someone special come in and fill that whole I have had for so long,
that was stupid of me and now I have to wait for the healing to start
and I have to try to start to be strong

its not that easy as I hope it would be
but then again when is it ever easy after you just got your heart ripped out
I don't want to feel this way I want to just be free
I want to stand in the middle of the high way and shout

maybe some of my anger and pain would wash away
then I could get back on my two feet and say my goodbyes
to all the horrible memories that will no longer stay
in my mind because of all your lies

everything you ever said to me haunts me today
all the promises that you had made but broke
so now I cant believe a word you say
and you make everything seem like one big joke

but you don't see me laughing do you
you don't see me going along with all your games
I can tell what's a game and what's true
but all I know is in the end I'm not the one to blame
its you