To My Babies... Poem by Jamie Sidwell

My darlin babies i cry each and every night,
but dont you worry i wont stop the fight.
I think of you every minute of my life,
every song i hear It cuts like a knife.

Hush now babies dont say a word,
Your sweet voices is all i havn't heard.
I know what your feeling I feel it too,
I know the sadness of felling so blue.

I wont give up i wont let go
I just want you to know
that i love you more then all

Oh My sweet sweet babies,
How can they say i dont care.
when the last six months,
Have been a total nightmare.

The fact that I cant reach you,
Only to hold you close.
When I know that is,
What you and I want most.
thats what i want most

Your brother shawn is doing well,
He lives day by.
to watch movies, and play like kids do,
In a very loving way.


Now is is time for you to sleep,
Just close your eyes and I'll be there.
I know that without you,
mine are filled with nightmares.

Someday soon I will wake,
To the sounds of your laughter.
I will still be crying tears,
but of happiness ever after...

I will be there to hold you close,
Rock you gently to sleep.
So sleep now sweet babies,
because soon again we will meet...

Love mommy