To You All Poem by Elliott Gilbert

I am tired, just sick of it, I am done.
Just alone without anyone.
Even those close to me are not here.
Never finding them again is my fear.
You say you love me and you say you care
But those are just words to you; prove it isn't to me I
Dare

But then there's you the one I hate the most.
I actually joke, I kid hell, I even boast.
The two faced role model I guess is who you are.
But you aren't worth dung to me not even by far.
You get your chances but you just throw them away;
You don't seem to care, hey you don't even pay.
Pay for me to live, pay for me to achieve,
If you don't have faith in me then how am I supposed to believe?
I bet you think you screwed up somewhere along the way.
But you always had your chance every single day.
But it's gone now I don't even care anymore.
You just decided to hurt me all the way to my core.
So just leave me alone don't even try;
Your half the man I will be, go ahead
Cry

Ha. Then I have the douche bag who tries to run my life.
Thinks he's my father but he acts like a menopausing wife
Crying about nothing arguing about stupid things;
Doesn't understand the pain and hatred he brings.
Thinks that buying stuff will make it all disappear
But it really doesn't you cry baby queer.
So go ahead dig yourself into another trench
But I don't care because to me you will always be
A sniveling little wench

Then there is always this, the problem I am in
Things gone, right after they begin
Sure it may be nothing just my feelings messing
Hopefully it is at least it's what I am guessing
It has happened before maybe that's why I am scared
I tried to man up and tried to be prepared.
But hey if it doesn't work and it never comes to be
I won't blame you because in the end it all comes back to
Me