Too Far Poem by Eman Awad

What is it with me that i,
find the strength in me every time to forgive?
And i forget the tears i cry,
walking all over the pain i've felt just to live.
Or is it because i really love you,
it's all to be forgiven as long as you come back.
I've went too far that nothing is above you,
nothing is more important than your come back.
And seeing how i become if i didn't see you,
i just become so insane till you come to me.
I realise that too late that it's so true,
i'm addicted to the way your smile can be.
Addicted to every little thing,
about you even things that aren't great.
And along to the sadness it bring,
or it's happiness but i can't undo that, it's too late.
I've counted your smiles on every occasion,
and i know when you're true and when you lie.
Then i get swept and lost in my imagination,
that i weep if i pictured you away and i die...
I went too far in loving you,
i can't go back or even get over this.
I just can't take it alone and through,
i die within me in so much lonliness.
And who loves in this way,
get hurt deeper than any one else that have loved.
But i love you more every day,
i get tortured and hurt and i can never get enough.
It's with you and never without,
i'm swept off my feet for all that you are.
And all that's you're about,
i'm addicted to and i know that i've went too far...