Too Much Misery Poem by Lisa French

I live a life of misery and hate
I dream of being loved and safe
Hurt. pain, guilt, shame
With no one other than me to blame

Covering it up acting like nothings wrong
Trying to fit in trying to belong
It has never worked it never will
Too much emptiness too much to fill

Deaths an option so is life
Some days I don't know what feels right
When i'm down no ones there
Dosn't anyone worry dosn't anyone care

I feel like my hearts gone it's been ripped out
I'm alone in emptiness I can't even shout
When will someone notice when will someone see
Will it be too late to try and save me

I try to laugh about it cover up with lies
Too much to handle too much tears in my eyes
Maybe I should smile and keep my act one
Maybe I shouldn't I could be wrong

I have to stop I can no longer pretend
But I have to know one thing when will this misery end?