Trilogy Of Friends Poem by Honey Bateman

I never had a friend like him
understanding me without words
feeling me without being with me
touching my soul only with words
taking care of me wihtout touching me
There's an invisible connection between us
I feel what he is feeling
he is more friend to me than any other friend I ever had before
in my life
But my heart ist fulfilled with pain
cause I'm afraid of loosing my best friend.


I never had a friend like her speaking my words before they'll leave my mouth
understanding me blind
helpin' me whereas she is helpless
lovin' me whereas she is longing for love
holdin' me tight whereas she is so weak
forgivin' me whereas nobody forgives her
There's an invisible connection between us
I feel what she is feeling
She is more friend to me than any other friend I ever had in my life
But my heart is fulfilled with pain
cause I let her suffer cause of a promise I gave to him


Now I'm standing between them
holding their hands
whispered secrets from both sides into my ears
And I think by myself
It is not fair
I have found true friends
others are longing their whole life for them
And now I've found them
I have to decide


Why must I decide?
I don't want to
It makes my heart bleed
To see them suffer

I want to be there for them
and it's tearing out my heart
To see them suffer

I want them to trust me
I'm sure they can
Tears are running down my face
cause I see them suffer

Why must I decide?
I don't want to

I know there's no way out
I have to decide...

So now I have decided to suffer for them!
Cause before I'll loose the one or the other, I'm ready to die