Troubled Poem by E.m Hun

You married me the first time we met,
It felt for real
we haven't laught
or joked about it yet.

It was all so fast,
this could hardly happen to me
you and i kept in our safe dreams.

And then it happened,
not expected! unannounced! which word would it be?
our dream was shattered, more like my dream,
where was he?

It left me troubled, hurts me to say
something inside me, has to leave another way.
Your not bedside me, helping that pain
on my own trying to go on
day by day.