Trying Hard Poem by Sumann Dutta

I was trying hard to fall in love
To fly to the clouds and the heaven above.
Take a dip in the ocean of emotions
Sort out my feelings and underlying tensions.

You are beyond my reach
You shout, you swear, you preach.
You try to make miracles happen
You never could, you never can.

Anger, wrath, frustration
My body, mind and soul in an age-old starvation.
I wanted to express myself in a few rhyming words
I know I failed, but atleast I tried hard.