Trying To Hide From Pain Poem by Dajene Berry

I use to think love could conquer all
But as of lately if i trip love just let me fall
can i pick myself back up and move on
i think i will just wait till a new dawn
i cant even pull myself to cry about it
but i cant help myself from going into this dark pit
i take cover under my emotions of self pitty and pain
as i stare out the window at all the falling rain
the water drops i see are those of my own eyes
sad i couldnt tell because i kept telling myself lies
trying to hide from the pain and hurt i felt
it turns out truely i just continued to hurt myself
sitting alone love at a far away reach
but i ask myself, did i leave love at its beautiful peak
to run and jump for a physical attraction
it turns out i ran to only a fraction
of what i had encountered before
so much less and trust nothing more
now sitting here still hiding from my feeling
and i sit and wait sit and wait sit and wait
for some kind of healing