Uncommon Line Poem by Laura arwen

I feel relaxed
and happy when
I clean and
reorder
I want to
live in the
darkness because it
is more livable
I really need
to live alone
because I don't
have to ask
permission to do
strange things
I hope soon
to find my
place to live
Sometimes I'm frustrated
to waste my
time in useless
activities
I will be
relaxed only when
I have everything
in order
I want to
destroy the old
memories because they
are a useless
weight
I want to
be untouchable and
exaggerated
I have np
solid certainties for
my future
I'm anxious and
fixed with order
When it rains
I am happy
because I am
inspired to write
I am absolutely
alone in my
daily life
I have to
reach my goals
It's difficult to
destroy a strong
conscience
My mind is
on fire
I feel happy
when I buy
something