Unerasable Poem by Jaycee Wilkerson

I have came a long way
But Im still far behind
I look in the mirror
I think to myself
I must be out of my mind

Sometimes it feel
Like the whole world
Is moving around me
At night its seems like
negitivity is surrounding me

I guess im in a rut apparently
What i have become
Is starting to scare me
My soul is screaming
No one is hearing me

I need a break
I need a moment of
Clearity~
This is serious

If my mother would see me now
She would be furious
She might have been the only one
Who knew my full protential

I think about my next move
As time keeps flying
Never taking time to cruise
Now i know the true meaning
Of*(you lose)

I feel like my game is over
Maybe I need to retire
Maybe I have been fired
What ever happen
I just know its not working

I know Im still lost
Because Im still searching
I know i feel pain
Because im still hurting
Anyone could steal my love
Because my heart is really open

Im in a vulnerable place
This is why i feel out of place
Anything positive would put
A smile on my face

But those are just dreams
Because reality is disgrace
In this mirror
Which seems to be a picture
That can't be erased..................