Unfulfilled Poem by Dev Robinson

It's hard to let go of the past....
To be loved and to be fulfilled is what I long to have
But what is it worth? When you always end in hurt.
I try to figure these things out
These things always end in self-doubt
Is there sunshine after the rain?
Is there medicine to take away this pain?
In this game I always lose
Is it because the type of people I choose?
Why do I feel a need to have someone around?
To fill a void with joy that will never be found
Maybe friendship is not real and I will continue to be...unfulfilled