I'm so sick of regret, so sick of trying.
I'm so tired of myself, so tired of running away.
The first time we met, we barely knew each other.
At the time I never thought of it,
Never thought of love.
I only wanted to be your friend,
Only wanted to be someone you could trust.
Someone to talk to, someone to comfort you.
It wasn't so, I guess it was never meant to be that way...
I guess it was inevitable,
That I would fall in love with you.
I still remember you standing there.
Back then we were just friends.
I never meant for this to happen,
Never meant to fall for you,
But I did, and I still love you...
You know, I never felt love like this before.
In fact I never used the word love before this.
I was a coward, I was scared.
I didn't know how to tell you,
Turns out you'll never know.
By the time I wanted to say something
It was too late, you already moved on.
You already found someone to love.
I still remember you standing there.
Back then we were just friends.
I never meant for this to happen,
Never meant to fall for you,
But I did, and I still love you...
Years later, I tried to move on,
Tried to be strong, but I crashed and burned.
I didn't know what to do, what to say.
I didn't want to intrude, I didn't want to be rude.
I couldn't say a thing, because you were happy,
That's all I ever wanted.
I didn't want to hurt you, I didn't want to cause trouble.
So I tried to erase you. Erase you from my life.
Even now, I can't bring myself to forget you...
I don't want to love you, I don't want to miss you.
I just want to get up and leave, just want to run away.
I wish I could go back and tell you.
I wish I could forget you.
This by far, has been the hardest thing I have ever done,
But it probably is the best thing for me to do.
Inside my heart, I know it is,
So, even though my heart breaks,
I will always wish you the best...
I still remember you standing there.
Back then we were just friends.
I never meant for this to happen,
Never meant to fall for you,
But I did, and I still love you...
I'll always love and remember you...
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Wow. This would have been my perfect explanation of how i felt about a year ago. brings back memories =(