Untitled Poem by Nenden Suherni

There is someone I care so much
Whether in the rainy or long dry season
I keep my thought tangled to him

Knowing him save and well
Plant on me also an ease peaceful mind
Like a new car full of fuel

But…
I feel like the dark night in the cold winter
Anxious to death like a mother lost her son
When I don’t know his whereabouts
When I failed to connect him in usual way

His unique scene gives me always a familiar sense
Like a lovely big brother I’ve never have
Or a wise and funny father that I’ve always longed

I hope one day in bright summer
I will able to step on his shadow
So he will never forget me
As much as I always think of him

He said he is nothing to the world
But he means the whole world for me
His sadness will bring me tears
His happiness gives me smile…

Will he always tell me where he is?