Unwanted Pill To Be Swallowed Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

So bitter.
So angry.
Sometimes I wonder if anyone can hear me.

So bitter.
So angry
Even a blind man can see.

Not fair the child screams.
Not fair the demons taunts.
Obligations, stuck in an isolated space station.
And the escape hatch is just down there.
But a sign hangs in the air, stating beware, your freedom will come at cost.
Something great will be both gained and lost.

So bitter.
So angry.
Fortunes smile upon those who decieve.

So bitter.
So angry.
If only I had it in me.

What's wrong, what's right.
There's a rift in the sun lit fading sky.
A body divided from the inside.
Searching for a solution, in the shadows of another life.
Such an ungodly plight.
So many lives held under single kife.
The necessary due dilligence to avoid the possible strife.

So bitter.
So angry.
A darkening cloud hovers over a promised destiny.

So bitter, so angry.
Oh so bitter, so angry.

Shackles I created.
Walls I put for my protection.
Another disection.
Just give me an injection.
The blue pill makes it all go away.
But just remember sorry will never fix this.
Decisions, decisions.
Only if I had the precision.
Six steps ahead and it is still not enough.
Calling my own bluff.
Such a bad hand of poker.
The game is rigged.
I've been cheated.
But I can't be just defeated.

So bitter.
So angry.
Crushed in blender till it looks so pretty.

So bitter.
So anger.
But you know this already.

A history that repeats, with a lesson that can never be learn.
Only the heartless, with the cruelest of intentions could.
Swinging off the rooftops.
Someday always I knew I would.
The ball has been dropped.
So pass it on, over, under, just as the sound of thunder.
Such a blunder, it makes me wonder.
A mind that never sets still.
And with three clicks of your heels.
The illusion appears of what could be real.