Waiting For A Decision Poem by Pedro Rubio III

Inside I'm Crying,
And slowly I am dying.
The will to fight,
No longer seems right.
Inside i am hurting,
For that which I'm yurning,
But theirs nothing i can do,
Cause it all depends on you.
Tell me what it is that you want from me,
Dont leave me with hope, hoping endlessly.
I'd rather you shoot me down now,
Instead of having to wait.
I'd rather you destroy my dreams,
and let me just lie awake.
I feel myself shutting out the world,
yet i still want you in mine,
Everything thing around me is at a constant whirl,
But your the only thing that makes me fine.
Yes i am different,
And yes i am weird.
But when i am with you,
i have no fear.
Please just tell me what you choose,
and let it be the truth,
before its to late,
when i stop living,
stop smiling.
stop loving,


Start Dying.