Walking Away Poem by moon dust

Like a distant aching memeory vanishing in the night
Walking away in the dark, out of my sight and mind
So full of hurt and sadness of the pain of the way things have gone
I broke into a run, in the dark, terror of being alone
Terror of the dark, of the thoughts in my head
I ran on, each pounding on the empty street
And angry cry of my soul, echoing the pounding of my heart
Such confusion in my head
I try hard to sort out all that has been said
Every word, every breath, every syllable
When you laugherd, did you smile?
I saw tears in your eyes
And I felt such a longing to explain all my cries
But jumbled out in anger and the whole of the past
Trying so hard not to be left behind
And I swear for a moment
With only the pale moon to guide my way
I drifted into years ago, while I fought to live in today
And when I whispered to the darkness
We are not kids anymore
I couldn't believe those words were spoken
My head was spinning with cries
What kind of reality deliverer are you? Who gives you the right to say?
Not anymore
And O I swear it was heaven and hell
The way dark wrapped me in his night arms
Because it felt so familiar and warm.