Was It All Poem by Whisper Dawn

Was it all
Such this way
Despair.
Sadness weakening
Madness hitting
My mind splitting
Beyond repair…
Life’s breath
Blowing away
How did I let it get this way
look and know
no matter which way I go
this grabs me inside
not wanting to let anything slide
I scream and I cry
But its still here
Holding on tight
I wish everything
Can be alright.
Blackness is in front of my eyes
No longer do I want to see all the lies
Peace may not be what this is
Yet when the dark is lifted
The pain comes crashing by
Strength is not what I seem to hold
This life seems so close for me to let go
One word I would love to hear,
One phrase to make it all clear
Yet I do not imagine to ever hear
Wordless shouts only come out
What I need is for you to hear
My soundless cries
The look in my eyes
What can I do…..
When no longer
Do I want see or even be
Close my eyes for all times.