Way Of Life Poem by Sachet Shrestha

I never wanted this
All I wanted was a home
A mental peace
Or maybe sometimes more than that
To be able to connect is all I need

I miss the days
(the old ones are always better than new one)
And I know I’ll miss these days
Sometimes after, I won’t be young anymore

Life sometimes feels so dismal
But I have You
I have reasons to live
To breathe
To speak
To learn new songs
With new meanings
I want to move on
But It’s very hard for me sometimes to hold on to these thoughts
I can’t decide if I ll be better off or not, If I stop caring
This mind is so hard to train
Seems impossible
Maybe I need a savior
And I think of you
You’ve been so kind
Very kind indeed

A message I’ve been longing to send in all these years
The losses never meant to be recovered
Life I m leading between sunrise and sunset
No I m not or never was happy
I know you’ll be sad reading this
But sadness is a way of life
You know it much better than I do
Don’t you? ? ?