What Am I To You [this Poem Needs Work] Poem by kanako izumkui

when i watched my everything slip away,
hopes lost, dreams broken, everything taken away,
what a nightmare you put in,
pain, sadness, anger, madness, and suffering became...
Never Ending,
the one who brought me to life destroyed me,
your lies i believed,
how blind was i?
apparently i was...far enough to think that you were different from the rest
you were at fist different
you, i thought actually cared...
but in the end i was just a mire toy
who is now been put into the dark room inside your mansion
classified as a toy,
is this what i really am to
just a toy,
i thought we were...in love, ... why.
why did your lies, pull me in,
why did your lies, ...
draw me closer, make me want.. to have you..
you locked me in your closet
will you come back to me
how long do i have to wait
this pain is just unbarring
if i'm a toy will i get played with again
should i be satisfied and wait
or should i find away out of this closet...