What If I Poem by Zoya ? ?

Heartbeat increasing
Breath decreasing
Don't know what to do
Mind's controlling
Pulse rate dropping
Just wanna say that
What if I never find anybody like you
What if I never get to confess
What if I dissappear or die in a second
Looking at the stars
Shining one by one
Day changes into night
Night changes into day
But the pain in my heart remains the same.
Am I the cursed one?
Am I the lucky one?
Am I fooling or hating myself
For the love
Which I don't get