What If I Told You? Poem by sofia mendoza

what if i told you what i feel for you?
will you degrade me, will you think i'm cheap?
will you tell him about this?
will you leave me, or get mad at me?

i just can't find the right words to say
exactly what i have for you
will you still be a friend, or will you be a foe?
i know you know what i mean
you just wsimply can't also tell me

i've been asking you & making my first move
still the wall is still a wall
or just because i'm not free
you won't waste yourself to someone
someone who's not free to love again
or afraid of me, or because i'm a woman?
tell me...do i still have to let it go off or just turn away?
just discard a 'thing' which it won't ever happen
one thing i wanyt to let you know:
i'm willing to give up all because i love you!

i'll give up & start a new life with you
i'll let you see it's worth it
i want to waste everything to only you
i don't care if the whole world laughs at me
or even god punish me of what i'll do...
i just don't care at all!

my life was a waste with him
will you waste yours to me?
tell me please...please be real!
tell me you also feel this
please give it a try...give me a chance
i'll do it for you...i'll show you...let you feel it...let it all go

i'd rather edie next to you, than die without you
god gave me you, so please understand
i want to spend my end while i'm still here in this world
can you give me this?
i'll be your slave, i don't care if you don't like me
as loing as we're together, i don't give a damn..

i do believe it will come true..
there is a way, if you'll accept it
just let me love you, even if you don't love me
as long as i', m with you...then i'm happy to end my life.