What Is My Purpose In Life? Poem by katelin offord harper

What is my purpose in life?
I have no good qualities
I have no one who wants me
No friends of mine care
Everyone is pretenders
I will never be happy
No matter what anyone says
No matter how many people say 'I love you'
I can never think of a way to feel the same
But I know that I should give up on
fighting for everything
I keep telling myself to fight
But I just can't anymore
I feel so stupid for believing
Because I always knew that I would never
have anyone
I was meant to be by myself
So i believe that it is almost time
for my life to end
Not to sadden
But to stop my misery
And the hell I put everyone else through
I still know that I am loved by many people
But I also know that I hurt them more
Then I realize
It is time for me
to open my eyes and tell the truth
But I can not trust or share to people
because I know that they will turn like they have been
My heart is unfix able
I can not be myself no more
But there is nothing I can do
I feel so miserable