What Is The Reason? (Sad) Poem by Poet of the River

A picture is worth a thousand words,
Never seen, never heard.
Beaten by life's endless fret,
The pain, insane, is my regret.

My mind betrays my heart today,
Take this pain...take it away.
I wish to someone I could confide in today,
Take this pain, or my life away.

Why do I want to?
Why do I try?
Where would I go to?
If I were to die?

Life is not hard,
Mine is not bad.
Sure iv been scared,
I guess iv been mad.

But why do I wish?
Why do I want to try? ?
What is the point...
To live...To die?