What She Has Poem by jeannie schmidt

I got an invitation today, to your wedding horray!
Here I go, driving to this thing
Wondering if this is right, or wrong
The feelings I have for you shouldn't be this strong
Here I go, to meet your bride, for the very first time
Little do you know the feelings I feel
Little do you know, what you do?
The desire, that you bring out in me,
With the little things that you do and say.
Here I go walking in this place, better put on my smiling face
Sitting there as you say I do
Feeling like such a stupid fool
I shouldn't have let you get close to me
I knew you were trouble from our first meet
Now that the wedding is over, I wish you the very best
Only god above knows I am lying, I wanted you for myself
Boy is she a lucky girl, I hope she realizes
Ones like you are hard to find,
The ones that make you stir deep inside
The ones that can make you dropp to your very knees
With a fingers touch, or a passing gaze
Little do you know, what I would give
To lay in her shoes every night, to lay next to you in bed
Friends is all we will ever be, I know that to well
I would never tell you the way I feel, when I am next to you
I wish you well, in your marriage, I wish you both the best
I just hope she realizes, just what she has.