What To Say? (This Mind Of Mine) Poem by Mandy Author2

There are days when i don’t know what to say but continue to talk anyway,
Hoping that i will find the right words somewhere in this mind of mine,
Searching for what to say next,
Not knowing if it’s right,
But saying it anyway,
Spending too much time on my search for the right words,
If I’m silent I’m thinking of what to say next,
Knowing that the right words will appear in this mind of mine,
Though just cause I’m thinking them doesn’t make them right,
Doesn’t make them wrong either though,
Too much time in this mind of mine,
What if I don’t come back? ,
What if I decide its safer,
To stay in my mind? ,
Not to say these words I’ve found,
Even if they are right,
Knowing if I don’t,
I won’t survive,
So I surface from this mind of mine,
Because I know its a place i can not stay,
But I will revisit,
Again and again,
Until I can survive outside this mind of mine