What You'Ve Done Poem by michelle Stannard

Now I see the truth,
I’ve seen through your lies,
The pain you gave my heart,
All my screams and cries,

There’s nothing left for me,
The world doesn’t need another broken heart,
Never thought this would happen to me,
Sitting alone in the dark,

The tears I couldn’t count,
Your face in the back of my head,
Just want to rip it out,
Just wish that I was dead,

Why did this happen to me,
I never really understood the pain,
All I ever got and wanted,
Was cutting myself again and again,

Are you smiling at my grave?
Are you happy that I’m gone?
Never thought I’d do it did you,
I was the one always in the wrong,

You could have stopped this mess,
Erased all of my scars,
Instead I just made them deeper,
While you were staring at the stars,

Did you ever love me?
Was I just some sick joke?
Was killing me part of your plan,
You would have loved to see me choke,

The blood that slowly ran down my arms,
The blade that ever so gently touched my skin,
The tears that never stopped falling,
The toucher from my sins………..